Saturday, July 13, 2024

Do You Love You? How About Me?

When Raptevia asked this question in Fiddler on the Roof, he got an answer unexpected,  but an answer that would satisfy any man; al long winded "yes, I do". 

Bringing me to my own marriage. Last night was our 11th anniversary and it was the most lackluster experience, seemingly,  of all time. It was so riddled with what I call stops, it would be laughable if it wasn't heartbreaking. 

It caused me to wake this morning thinking "why"? 

Why when I talk about music does she withdraw her hand from mine. And I'm not talking about waxing long. I mean just a mention. And the hand is gone, back to herself. Is the trigger that potent? Why?

My daughter's up, so I'll need to come back to this monolog. But the gist is why is my wife so dissatisfied in our relationship? Or is she just dissatisfied in general? That's a critical thing to figure out.